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Journal Entry: Tue Mar 4, 2008, 11:08 AM
:iconsomething44: Something44's Emotional Sanctuary


Well everybody has regrets in their life… The dreaded “What if…” Sometimes I don’t get the logic behind it when people intended to do or not do something in the first place. Regret is a feeling I despise. Heck, I even threw it out of my emotional sanctuary. Regret is something I don’t live by and should be discouraged. Having regrets shows how frail one’s convictions really are. Well, in my opinion. I don’t know… I’m just sick of people having regrets in life for the things they have and have not done.

What if...
by: something44

What if I fought for what I believe in? Bewildering my every thought as I gaze into the scarlet moon… screaming… at the top of my lungs. Justice, power and freedom… are these things worth living for? Seeking for? Dying for? As billions laid waste in this tiny speck of a planet in a vast universe where the red star shines above…

What if I put my pride down for love? Will I ever be happy in a state of selflessness… where trust is clear, communications hold people dear…? Lying beneath a secret garden, where people mingle. Hearts twinkle as bright as Antares over the Scorpio constellation. Love. Death. Resurrection… Metaphors. Symbolisms of love people don’t even know.

What if I wanted to live for myself? Will people see me as selfish? Do they have the right to dictate what I do and who I am? Name calling, stereotypes, labeling… Will this end? As the road takes us further down the road? Should I take the road less travelled when I venture into the abyss? Sleeping beneath the sun basking…Glancing the moon…for people never understood, who I really am.

What if I end up all alone? In this vast world where people are the waves strolling in this ocean called life. Worrying on how the tides may change in our favor or do the opposite. Where life shall set me down a dwindling road where trees decay as seasons past… while bystanders stare at every road I take. Will this be my suffering? Attaching a part of me to society’s standards? As my name is engraved on the wall where people would see… scribbles of myself. Embedded in its tremendous glory.

What if I tell you a secret people do not know? Will you giggle? Quiver in the thought of having too much to think about. Reaching out… As the message is clear, dissemination will bring out fear… to people. Being judged by other people. While they themselves do not know what it really means. To hold a secret… Where the wolves will turn about, hiding… In sheep’s clothing.

Should we always regret on things we have done and have not done? Even if you had wanted it to happen in the first place? Decisions… risks… a futile effort to erase the past, in building a brand new future… Hesitating the jeopardy of being ridiculed… by people… ourselves burning down a scented candle. Where the light will guide you… Down the road where a cage will be lit… a cage called life.


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Others
:icondarkelements::icondark-emotions::icondream-club::iconbirthnote::iconwrittenstock::iconworld-ideas::iconthe-zodiac-club:

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  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Something Corporate - Konstantine
  • Reading: Anansi Boys - Neil Gaiman
  • Watching: Dan in Real Life
  • Playing: Wild Arms 5
  • Eating: Barbeque
  • Drinking: Jose Cuervo Tequila

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: Manila
  • Interests: music, poetry, mythology, astrology, aliens, paranormal
  • Favourite movie: Cinema Paradiso, Il Postino, Schindler's List, American Pie 1-3, Ghost
  • Favourite band or musician: A Skylit Drive, Matchbook Romance, Alesana, The Get Up Kids, Something Corporate
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk, Ska, Indie, Screamo, Post-Hardcore
  • Favourite poet or writer: Oscar Wilde, Pablo Neruda, Octavio Paz, Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Neil Gaiman, Cirilo Bautista
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy VII, Shadow Hearts:Covenant, Starcraft, Persona 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, PSP
  • Personal Quote: Live today as if it were your last day to live
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen, Paper and a glass of vodka

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~something44:iconsomething44: 16 hours 24 minutes ago
Betterment of one's self. That's why I wrote the Quest for Meaning a while back. There's nothing to be bitter about. Life's too short to be overly emotional. Gotta use our heads before our hearts.

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Ideas are more difficult to kill than people, but they can be killed, in the end.

Unleash your *RawEm0tion!
=sarjan:iconsarjan: 17 hours 36 minutes ago
what betterment are you talking about?

or is it bitterment?

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I'M SO JEALOUS...:crying:
~something44:iconsomething44: 18 hours 46 minutes ago
Thnk you. You're welcome! I'll always be a fan of your work. :)

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Ideas are more difficult to kill than people, but they can be killed, in the end.

Unleash your *RawEm0tion!
~something44:iconsomething44: 18 hours 47 minutes ago
Siyempre, sometimes people need to change for their own betterment.

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Ideas are more difficult to kill than people, but they can be killed, in the end.

Unleash your *RawEm0tion!
~something44:iconsomething44: 18 hours 47 minutes ago
Anytime. ^_^

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Ideas are more difficult to kill than people, but they can be killed, in the end.

Unleash your *RawEm0tion!
=sarjan:iconsarjan: 21 hours 27 minutes ago
hmmm...what can I say:?:?

i suddenly felt awkward...can't mess with your page now...

eversince you sounded different to me :lol:

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I'M SO JEALOUS...:crying:
*doorfromheaven:icondoorfromheaven: 1 day 3 hours ago
You leave me breathless....


Thank you for the favorite. ^^ Always such an honor. :heart:

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| falling in love is like getting a preview of heaven |

i know how it feels
when love goes away.
:heart:
tread softly.
=bbelill:iconbbelill: 1 day 11 hours ago
thankyou for the favorite my friend :hug:

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Ceade mile failte

Come away! O, human child!
To the woods and waters wild,
With a fairy hand in hand,
For the world's more full of weeping than
you can understand-W.B. Yeats :geekflirt:
~something44:iconsomething44: 1 day 18 hours ago
No prob. Just returning the favor. Thank you, I'm honored. ^_^

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Ideas are more difficult to kill than people, but they can be killed, in the end.

Unleash your *RawEm0tion!
~logoistics086:iconlogoistics086: 3 days 15 hours ago
Thanks for the watch, u got amazing literatures

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:frail:"Creativity is allowing oneself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep.":frail:

my portfolio: [link]
=Mattiello:iconMattiello: May 7, 2008, 8:26:27 AM
Woohoo!

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Who can hate love when Love begets Hate?

hmm. This is interesting
click here


Feel The *RawEm0tion burn in
~something44:iconsomething44: May 7, 2008, 8:01:14 AM
No problem buddy! Definitely a good poem. ^_^

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Ideas are more difficult to kill than people, but they can be killed, in the end.

Unleash your *RawEm0tion!
=Mattiello:iconMattiello: May 7, 2008, 7:58:59 AM
And thanks for faving it! :highfive:

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Who can hate love when Love begets Hate?

hmm. This is interesting
click here


Feel The *RawEm0tion burn in
=Mattiello:iconMattiello: May 5, 2008, 9:32:59 PM
Take a look, man. I hope you'll like it. [link]

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Who can hate love when Love begets Hate?

hmm. This is interesting
click here


Feel The *RawEm0tion burn in
*a-random-quigle:icona-random-quigle: May 2, 2008, 12:08:44 AM
Thanks so much for the fav on my DD! Have a large freshly baked cookie! :cookie:

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a-poem-a-day

my artwork

:sun:
~something44:iconsomething44: Apr 28, 2008, 6:18:47 AM
Thanks! I'm honored. ^_^

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Ideas are more difficult to kill than people, but they can be killed, in the end.

Unleash your *RawEm0tion!
*unseelie-prince:iconunseelie-prince: Apr 27, 2008, 3:27:27 PM
Damn.
I love your poems.
Simple.
*AyumiFey:iconAyumiFey: Apr 27, 2008, 1:27:19 PM
Thanks for the fav ^^

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You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel.
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*RawEm0tion
~Peacekitty77:iconPeacekitty77: Apr 24, 2008, 6:11:38 PM
Thanks for the fave on my Elizabeth Bathory poem! ^^

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*LNIN9:iconLNIN9: Apr 24, 2008, 10:25:14 AM
thank you kind sir for the fav....ditto to the person before me...

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Everybody believes in something and everybody, by virtue of the fact that they believe in something, use that something to support their own existence.
Frank Zappa

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~Tar1988:iconTar1988: Apr 24, 2008, 9:57:46 AM
Thanks for the fav :) although thousands of messages before this one have said it before, I do appreciate it !

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F: Bernard, where's Manny ?
B: Him? He left, like I always knew he would. that's what people do when you love them, and nurture them.
F: You mean you sacked him.
B: There may have been an incident.

*Black Books

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=Mattiello:iconMattiello: Apr 24, 2008, 9:43:42 AM
Thankies for the favie. Lol. Aight, I'll stop that.

Thanks, man. I appreciate your support!

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Who can hate love when Love begets Hate?

hmm. This is interesting
click here


Feel The *RawEm0tion burn in
~something44:iconsomething44: Apr 21, 2008, 10:22:15 AM
Oh btw, love the avatar. L looks so cute as a kid. XD

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Ideas are more difficult to kill than people, but they can be killed, in the end.

Unleash your *RawEm0tion!